Joshua

  • Joshua

    LIGHT.

    The neon signs look different lately. Brighter, maybe? I don’t know. Things are just… better.

  • Joshua

    NEW YEAR.

    I don’t usually do resolutions. But this year, I just want to stop hiding in my apartment. Let’s see what happens.

  • Joshua

    COLDER.

    The temperature dropped again. I put on two cardigans. It’s ridiculous, but at least I have impeccable layering skills. Trying to stay out of my own head.

  • Joshua

    BLESSING.

    Minako reached out today. She’s engaged. She wanted to tell me and ask for my blessing for her future. I gave it, obviously. I have no ill will toward her, we’re distant friends. But hanging up the phone… the silence of my apartment just crushed me. She’s moving forward. I’m just here.