• Other

    NUMB.

    October 22, 2025 - By 

    Can’t even be bothered to heat up water for ramen. I just ate it dry. I am a monster of my own making. Everything is grey.

  • Joshua

    BLESSING.

    October 16, 2025 - By 

    Minako reached out today. She’s engaged. She wanted to tell me and ask for my blessing for her future. I gave it, obviously. I have no ill will toward her, we’re distant friends. But hanging up the phone… the silence of my apartment just crushed me. She’s moving forward. I’m just here.

  • Render

    STUCK.

    October 5, 2025 - By 

    I am an obsolete machine in a modern world. What is the point of any of this? Biga Bosso walked past me today like I was a piece of cheap modern furniture. I feel invisible.

  • Heaven

    NO SLEEP.

    September 26, 2025 - By 

    Staring at the ceiling at 3 AM. The insomnia is back and it brought friends. My life feels like a train that derailed years ago and I’m just sitting in the wreckage waiting for a conductor.